yup, i'm alright already. i talked to myself. talked to God. talked to baby. talked to anyone i can talk to. and i guess i just needa to control myself. all along i HATE to miss someone. just dislike the feeling. and it suddenly got so strong that it almost broke me down for no reason. haha stupid tt i talked to myself, in another word, make myself happy. (not deceive myself lah! but really make myself happy. i go reflect.) but well, at least now i dont feel as worked up as sunday night. i was ridiculous. damn. i just anyhow threw things in my room. like a mad woman. ok, dont imagine me. sometimes why i dont like to stay at home, the reason is that i will think alot sometimes out of nowhere. not always. but sometimes when nobody is at home? wad can i do? lol. use com? tv? and then..? whatever it is, i just wanna thank baby for every single thing. really every single thing. from the start.

[LYN BUIN]

[BENNY]
[BENSON]
[CHAD]
[CHERYL]
[DENISE]
[EDWINA]
[JACQUELINE]
[JASLINE]
[JESSIN]
[KELLY]
[LYNETTE]
[MICHELLE]
[SABRINA LEE]
[SABRINA LAU]
[SAMANTHA]
[SIYUAN]
[SOCKHUI]
[WANLENG]