wow! long time since I log in here ya! haha:x seriously its just because I cant speak to anyone about how i'm feeling now tts why I'm here.

I know its not a big thing compared to many other people out there. But I am not happy. I worked for almost a year but I feel like *$%)(#$%. I still cant think of a job that I might like. Urghhh!

I know I am not giving my best. I feel I am not ready yet. I still got alot alot to learn. Why is it that money is so f***ing impt. Seriously, I am sick of seeing pple starving just because they got no money. Sick of seeing pple quarrel over money. Sick of myself worrying about my future because I still cant find the purpose of me living. Sick of myself wanting to study just because i NEED the certificate. Sick of so many things. At least if I have a job which pays me well, probably I will go work willingly. haha. shit.

I know nobody likes to work. I know but whatever la. Freaking sian. I just dont wanna be like this.

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